So..

I want to make a living talking on the radio, right? Thats what I want to do, is talk for a living, maybe be a little controversial, but at least be interesting.

So why can’t I strike up a conversation with people? Why can’t I have discussions at the bar past “How are you doing?” Am I really that uninteresting?

I’m too damn shy, and I wish I knew how to get over it.

No comments this time, its not worth it. I’m mad at myself right now, and the last thing I need are three or four “Keep your chin up” comments. I’ve told many a person that and I think its worked exactly 0 times. So, if you really must comment, well, you should know my e-mail addy.

(BTW: for the most part, things are still great. But, tonight was frustrating, as I was ignored by a lot of people. Maybe it happens, but whatever.)